I feel the same way too. When I experience defeat, instead of giving up, I am more motivated to be enthusiastic about learning and that is what we have to feel, as do we if we are MC. We also have to be motivated to evaluate every action we take, every method we use, every way we can open a position because when we If we lose, if we become lazier, it will be difficult for us to develop, therefore it is very important for us to instill thoughts like that, the more we lose, the more we will continue to be enthusiastic and better at learning so that in the future we will not experience failure again.